beyond falling

I am here, let's do what you want
for your eyes are upon me

my life, my soul, will die for you
they want to reach into your heart

never looking away, the devotion came
will the heartache ease, will it cease?

and with your soul fighting against me,
still my being reaches out for you,

you can't embrace the passion I hold,
the depth of my longing seldom filled

oh, the destruction of hope believes,
that you cannot bear the whole of me

I look away, the destruction takes,
feeling the shame, that takes and drains

the emptiness calls knowing my name
and I fail to reach for you, I fall away

and I am not here, now carelessly alone
and to the emptiness I entreat,

will there be salvation for me at all,
or in the darkness shall a fire burn

lighting my way back to the light,
looking what lies inside of me,

or did I find that my soul gone beyond,
from my reach, for I cannot stop the desire.

Date Added: Friday January 11, 2002 - [permalink]

Dedication /Inspiration:
A strange one, at the time I entered this into the script I still feel it's a piece, but still I have no 'focus' so there it is.

More an approach/intent foreshadowing the risk involved with trusting someone, but always wanting to.