and if..

I don't have that mania
that compulson to drive me
emotion that's not alive

I can't remember the last time
that purity of thought lost
...what was it was like?

if you could reveal it
and if and if... and if.
here, a thousand wants

and there is not one need
lacking just one realization
to bring me to life.

Date Added: Friday April 11, 2003 - [permalink]

Dedication /Inspiration:
... lacking, searching ...